I'm super tired. Alot has happened and I haven't been on. I don't remember my last post and this on will probably be kinda short. Idk how much longer I can keep going with anything. I rarely sleep anymore.
But i got new drugs that i start tomorrow so maybe i can sleep.
oh and I broke up with my boyfriend on monday.
fuck my life. i feel like a horrible person. and I'm so upset about it ,but noooo i can't let anyone on because that would be sooo awful for me to do. UGH
I want to cut really bad, FUCK
i wish i could sleep. i really truly do.
